literature

Hazel

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And your eyes sparkle
With irrendescent hopelessness
I slump in this defeat
I admit that I, for today
Am weak
And you cant begin to process
The swelling uprising tide of my heart
The ebbing flow of this timed massacre
And I bet you wont even read this
Let alone distract yourself from your reflection
To even begin to go about comprehending these words


I am forgetful and forgiving
The illusion of fine
Holds fast in the windows you see through
And all you see is calm and collected
You cant fathom my distress and sudden unrepressed state
Its scary and unreal


I need that fuzzyness you get
And I cant stand not feeling it
It helps it helps
And I am a tiny reproduction of her
My life needs some reorder
But Ive got no more materials to use


Its so wrong
Because Im doing everything right
And it just doesnt change anything
And I cant win
It just gets worse and worse
My face wont cooperate and my hands are unruly


I hold these grudges
And dream of your face alight
And when you wake your eyes are soft
And sharp all at once
I fall into a fit
And I forgive. I always forgive.
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VShaw's avatar
You're welcome. Enjoyed reading this, so thank you for sharing. :)